January 2009

As you ran away, You left me here,
Making cuts without a care.
I tried to warn you, I tried to call,
I needed you, that is all.

Now Lying on the bathroom floor,
Replaying you calling me a whore.
Feeling pain throughout my limbs
How much longer can I go on like this?

It's only when I really think,
About all the times we had those weeks.
It makes me crack, crumble, and fall.
I thought you'd be there through it all.

I'm shaking now,
I'm blanking out.
All I want to do is shout.
I want to hate you, oh so bad.
But at you, I can't be mad.

They say that love changes someone,
It makes them not say no.
That's how I felt when I was with you,
But I'm not sure, maybe you know.

My hands are cold,
My toes are too.
I'm freezing now,
How are you?

That's all I ask, and I worry too.
I want to be there to help you.
But she fucking does,
You don't need me.
She's more than I will ever be.

Take my heart,
And tear it apart.
Laugh and tell me I'm not smart.

Say your last goodbyes before I die.
Try and tell me that it's all alright.
But you'll leave again, and things will change.
Unless you're here, I'll never be the same.