August 2007

A big mistake,
To her that's him.
He seemed so sweet,
And innocent.
She can't believe,
She went out with him.
Three months ago,
They called it quits again.

Now she's kind of in love with this amazing boy
But her ex still haunts her mind
She gave him a chance to break her heart
She didn't think like that.

She still can't believe
She made out with him.
To him she's just another girl,
To her he was the first love in her world.

She wasn't pretty enough.
She wouldn't give it up.
She wasn't thin enough.
His requirements for a girl were so damn tough.

December 2008

Hold on to me,
Would you please?
Tell me that I'm all I can be.
Open up, Let me in.
Tell me that you'll be my friend,
forever.

I can't go on,
In a game like this.
I can't let go,
That I'm not his.
I find your secrets,
So easy to keep,
But that's not how you feel,
About me.

Biggest Mistakes, You're so fakes.
The stupid put downs we always take.
We kill each other with stupid words,
Things so bad, I've never heard from you.
Too bad I fell in love with you.

Hold on to me,
Say I'm all you need,
...please.

August 2007

You're the one person I wanted to talk to,
But I fear we'll have nothing to say.
I guess I just wanted to let you know,
I'm scared I can't take one more day.

So many nights,
Laid awake and I cried,
Wishing to return to my past.
There's just somethings that happen once,
And no matter how hard you try,
You can't get them back.

I just wanted to tell you that I miss you
And I miss talking to you every day.
There's something more I wanted to tell you,
But you don't love me in the same way.

I held the phone in my hands last night while I cried.
And I must tell you I've never felt so alive.
With my heart beating fast,
I remembered my past,
And the tears rushed back down my face.

Another year has come and gone,
Still wondering what I did wrong.
It's hard to know that you're still here,
But it's not for me that you care.

And if there's one thing you would hear from me,
It would be..

I just wanted to tell you that I miss you
And I miss talking to you every day.
There's something more I wanted to tell you,
But you don't love me in the same way.

August 2008

When you look at me,
I see your eyes light up.
I love your touch,
But is that enough?

I always hear "I Love You"
But you just love my looks.
Everything you tell me,
I read once in a book.

Shallow, is what you are.
But still I fall for you so hard.
Shallow, is what you are.
But I don't care, I don't care.

I love to read the texts you send,
But I'm scared of hearing, "It's the end."
I was so scared to let you in,
But I did, I did.

And I really can't help the way I feel.
Even though you're not real.
You just tell me what I want to hear.
But I don't care, I don't care.

Shallow is what you are,
But Still I fall, Still I fall..

Shallow, is what you are
But still I fall for you so hard.
Shallow, is what you are.
But I don't care, I don't care.

I love you, I love you..
Do you feel the same?