January 2009

Don't know how much more I can take
Standing here about to break
Dropping down on hands an knees
You not being here is killing me

Falling apart so beautifully
All of this is new to me
Tell me a story we both once knew
The story where I fell in love with you

How does it feel to fall in love with a lie
It's the same way I've learned to always get by
He knows I'm so different now than before
He knows that I love him
He knows that I'm torn

I don't even like you
I never even did
Maybe I'm stupid
I'm still just a kid

I'm feeling your sorrows
I'm feeling your pain
I'm feeling your weakness, you pity, your games.

I hate that stupid story
Then one you always told
Where wedding bells would ring
And together we'd grow old

Soon this girl stepped into play
But my love forever stayed
You laughed and quickly went away
A broken promise that will never fade

She says "am i more than you bargained for?"
She wants to know so bad
Cause she knows she might be too much
But if you leave her now she wont get mad.